confession

i stay up very late online because i'm doing one of the following evils:

1. replying to comments posted on facebook
2. conversing with people on msn. sometimes i find people, usually people find me!
3. using youtube to watch the same clips of utada hikaru and other musicians
4. searching for updates on utada hikaru (i have obsessive compulsive disorder i know)
5. compulsively recording my singing on microsoft sound recorder/audacity and playing it back immediately to critique :X

(singing later in the day is better sometimes - especially for amateurs - since your vocal cords are more stretched and warmed up after a day of talking.)

(hopefully i'll add a number 6, to watch online university lectures haha. thanks to a friend who just recommended i do that to stop myself from becoming an online degenerate.)

because! everyone's sleeping, so no one will listen to how i sing!

i'm TOTALLY a night person. although staying up so late (i think 10.30pm onwards is late) will always cause headaches and fatigue in the otherwise lovely and sunny morning.

i love mornings, too! but only when it comes with a cloudless sky and a cool breeze. morning is beautiful until it gets too hot and the wind disappears. when that happens i'll rather be in a swimming pool or indoors admiring the sky and the sun-bleached outdoors.

but... the night is very alluring. it's very cool, very dark, very quiet. perfect for your thoughts to run amok. if it rains, it's just as swell. very cooling, and the sound of rain becomes a soft aural stasis, like a blank drawing pad for sketching imaginations.

so urm, yeah. ok very random post just to confess my secret deeds after dusk.