Monday, July 13, 2009

need private time

i think i've not been functioning at 100% for at least a good 6-7 months.

i've been in a daze, i can't field conversations (not that i've been good at it before) as easily, my current schedule is really jam-packed, non-stop working, driving lessons (I JUST BLOODY FAILED MY FIRST TEST TODAY BECAUSE OF A PEDESTRIAN AND A U-TURN $%^&%^ WASTE MY $160!!!!!! 2 IMMEDIATE FAILURES I'M SO DUMB GAAAAAH. PISSED THAT I SPENT $160 ON NOTHING.) or meeting up with other people for important matters (such as catching up after a long while and 21st birthdays).

really, what i want now is to stay home for a week. and get all of my lost money back. 

some things are draining me more than they are helping me.

i'm alright if i have to work from 8am to 8pm, really (as long as the work is not a bore nor too stressful). but i really need my rest.

oh, i finally bought lady gaga's album at $11.90 (singapore version). it's pretty well arranged.

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