M.I.A

i want to go into hiding now!!!!

how come university orientation/administration procedures take forever? 

letters and emails come in dribs and drabs, from different people. meetings scattered throughout the past month. 

everyone's trying to pull me in. but i really can't commit myself to all of them.

first, it's orientation camps. now, it's o-week. in the midst of my tutoring and relief teaching and gatherings. i want to die already la! i HATE travelling this frequently. need at least 1 place where i can settle down with a peace of mind, every day. apart from home, that is. 

maybe i now understand what ge0rge had commented to me, when i mentioned i wanted to try as much as possible during university.

plan: just go for what's important to me! must reduce tuition immediately! read up more about architecture and absorb nice ideas!

but, i really want to try other stuff... like how my friend in medicine got a module in MUSIC CONDUCTING (special request), hopefully i can manipulate my modules as best as i can.

too many things to achieve in a short time, don't know how to do that...