thoughts

1. the last-minute gathering on wednesday was rather lousy. if jeremy hadn't called me to ask if i were going i wouldn't have went haha. the good part was that i met up and chatted with him, dq and pong (but i call him lionel) and cpt lim, and that pong gave me a lift to pioneer mrt after the chalet.

what made the gathering so bad was that it wasn't special. i got there to utter brief 'hi's to everyone there, then WATCH (and smell) people smoking cigs and si-sha, playing soccer on ps2, with heavy metal malay rock music playing loudly in the background. so much for interaction!

2. i think non-jc people are generally better to talk with. because (the stereotyped/typical?) jc people are either too introverted or dao. or maybe it depends on the setting. if you are introduced to a friend's friend in a public area, would you be less friendly and chatty than if it happened before or after a church service, for example? that's quite sad, if there's a difference in behaviour depending on occasion :\ i hope it isn't really the case?

3. i'm earning slightly less than expected, because students keep cancelling lessons, and i'm called to school for a shorter period, too. but money isn't really what i'm so concerned with. i'm afraid i'm wasting my time now :| no major improvements in my life since ord, uh-oh. but i'm content with being the slacker that i am now. i see my tummy increasing girth compared to when i just ord-ed (exercised very often after coming home from internship). how, how, how to motivate myself to do SOMETHING. hahahaiii... somebody motivate me please!