i kick myself!

now, what have i done during the past few days...

friday: watched 'hairspray' with yi han! the movie-musical is really good, it can cheer anybody up :)

saturday: dinner with some chorale people at cilantro (somewhere near between bugis and city hall). was complaining about my lamb chop which tasted like satay, until i realised (from the decor of the restaurant) that it's a FUSION-themed restaurant -.- the dessert (apple pie with ice cream) more than made up for it, though...

sunday: dad's birthday, and AHM which i could have skipped because nobody was there to mark attendance. again, the efficieny of my sub-unit has been proved. because i didn't run for about 2 months, i felt real giddy and everything looked quite white for a while after running the 6km :O don't worry i'm fine, though. after that, i bummed around with zhengyi and borrowed some instructional/information books from esplanade.

now, why do i want to kick myself? just about every other ex-classmate is enrolled in a (i suppose?) superior faculty or university, or is simply flying off. while i'm probably going to get a 'typical' university life OH NOES!!!! ok, this is probably being unfair to NUS, but the prestige of being in NUS med/law fac, or just about any overseas university is undeniable, isn't it?? too bad i'm not interested in engineering (which i think i would have been able to secure a scholarship with), or med or law haha. but i got this feeling i'm not going to regret having made the choice to stay put here when i finally start in aug 09. haiz dunno la, i'm too fickle-minded.