I HAVE CRAVINGS FOR ALL THINGS SAVORY!
ham, cheese, sio bak, steak, fried chicken, oily fish, chocolate, DARK CHOCOLATE, fish crackers, DURIAN, fried sotong, tang yuan, TAIWAN PINEAPPLE TART, FRAPPE, cookies, chocolate cake...
my appearance has changed quite a lot since my secondary school/jc days, i realise. in secondary school i was quite thin. in j1/j2 put on a little more fat (because of eating two servings of food at every break time - ri's kampung istimewa and defeathered chicken yumyum too bad they're not there anymore) but still very slender. then came army and cookhouse aunties who pour you extra large servings of food over zealously. that's when i started becoming rather fleshy. i blame the sispec cookhouses for serving good food. comparable to the best-est mixed rice stalls at hawker centres.
then i decided that i was too fat and finally started toning my body in bunk during my return to bmt. since i could help myself to the food, i controlled my diet (although food at rocky hill is rather good. not as good as sispec, but still quite decent). went down 3-4 kgs! was very lean by the time i ord-ed. at that time i was running almost every day. was really quite thin at that time. but i could not beas thin as i was after bmt field camp. woah i want that body back! legs were at its thinnest then!
now, due to many gatherings and birthday parties, my health has taken a turn for the worse ): i'm now around 61kg (that's a decent weight) BUT i have extra flesh all around me! if i don't do anything about it my love handles shall be large and rotund. and i'll have larger moobs and bearish tummy. not the care bear sort which is round and firm, but the sagging kind where you will get a belt-like crease where your pants are normally worn and all the excesses overflow from that point up.
AND MY IPPT WINDOW IS OPEN!
shall look in the fridge for anything good. after this post...
today's my 3rd day of quarantine. quite well spent, generally. i just cleared my room. i'm going to really whack drawing drawing and more drawing from now. and photoshop (ugh. the dread of beginning to learn something.)
need to find a way to return my library books while still being at home.
trying not to think about the money lost in tuition now...
i think i need to find a replacement tutor for some of the students soon. expecting to drop at least half of them by beginning of august. that's in 1 month's time. takers, anyone?
ok wait, i must get food now... seriously. i've been told that you should eat the most at breakfast and least at dinner, so i just eat about 3/4 rice bowl of rice. and just enough sides for the rice. then, i will invariably get hungry at 11pm onwards. another hunger pang is at 1am. and then, sports people say dinner shouldn't be too light because the body will go on for half a day's length without food. 7pm to 7am, wow that's a long time. and these people have no qualms about eating supper. so which is correct? i believe knowing the correct answer is the secret to keeping my fats off.
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yum, i've eaten another persimmon. it's one of my most favourite fruits. the texture is so wonderful, there's crunchy bits yet juicy and gooey!
food. why can't i be slim and eat a lot? sigh.
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